For the last few months, I have not been up to the mark in my studies or in my work. I was wasting my time insanely. I don’t know how to fix it, nor do I know what I’m doing. I tried everything, from changing the time to reading the books, but I didn’t find the rhythm. I studied for one, two, or three days, and then eventually gave up.
As time goes on, frustration rises, and I start complaining about things that are around me. Sometimes I think I don’t have a good chair, a good table, etc. These are all senseless excuses.
whenever I sit for studies, somehow distraction comes to me in the form of calls or big bro interception. When you are distracted, distraction attracts you. You attract what you are. I was emotionally exhausted and tried to distract my pain from writing the morning page. Only work, which I do for several months.
Fortunately, due to exam pressure, I got the thought of joining the library. I started searching after two days. Finally, I found a new library, which is very bad in the first place because there is much more noise there than in my room. At first, I said no, that I would not join here. but as always, I don’t have any choice, so I choose to go there.
On the first day, I felt very good. I found the good environment there; even though I got seat no. 1, which is at the door, I was still more focused there. There is much more beauty there from the outside, but I am still much more productive there.
In simple terms, “I became alive there”. Without knowledge, the soul is like a dead body.
It all starts getting better by changing the space. If I don’t change the space, nothing will change.
If nothing changes, nothing will change.
By changing the space, I get my focus back. I get my rhythm back, and I get my motivation back. I got my soul back, and the best thing I got was the environment and community, which I found in my cave, but they are outside.
